nothing else matters

all that matters is how i get through the next 10 days
if i get through them that is
if i survive through then - wow - i know im the same person, only stronger and surer
if i dont get through them - then i know im paralysed for life
kidding!
the only thing that matters is - the goal, the purpose
thats all that is on my mind
its an obsession
a mad passion
driving me, motivating me
im numb to everything else
fear anger love longing
nothing else matters




for now or maybe forever