inebriated?

why did it take me so long to blog? my friends have been on it since what seems like forever now. it was a certain apprehension. a certain fear. the inhibition of making my feelings open to scrutiny. the possibilty of increasing my vulnerability thousand-fold by writing what i am and what i feel. well, yeah, this is the pessimism speaking. but that's what i have become. cautious-maybe over cautious and wary. wary of the selfish human psyche. a sensitive emotional approach to life isn't the wisest way to live, is it? however, living life to the fullest with this constant guard? contradictory right? so this morning, when i was reading one of my friend's blogs, i decided it's time to shed these apprehensions. this blog is for everyone who has ever stirred me from within,for anything that has made me think. to share with everyone who matters. it's time for emotions unadeltared!!!